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Lee Prince's avatar

I wasnt planning to read your essay, Elissa, all in one go - but after starting, I couldnt stop. So beautifully written & somehow haunting but healing at the same time somehow! Thank you for your gorgeous honesty & prose.

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Allison Deraney's avatar

Wow. This moved me in ways I didn’t see coming. Despite knowing what an incredible writer Elissa is, I still wasn’t prepared.

My drinking was always wrapped up and delivered to me in a package my dad dropped at my feet. I, too, was prided for having a hollow leg. I was a boastful drinker. I could throw them back with my dad. And I did. But it wasn’t until I lost my dad in 2020 that the real hiding began. My grieving brought my drinking to a new level, one that required more hiding - from myself, from my past, from my feelings. Then came inescapable shame. Shame that eventually got me sober one year later. My dad never got to witness me walking on these sober legs. Yet, he was pivotal in getting me sober. I thank him and I thank you both (Laura & Elissa) for making these words available to so many. So many who also hide and feel shame. Collectively, we can drop it.

🙏🏼💕

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